Now I know I'm in the prime of my life for test production, but for honestly the past two years, I've felt like a prissy little ***** for no apparent reason. In high school I was very much an alpha male, I was in shape, I had confidence, etc. I'm now 20, slightly over weight, and overly sensitive and clingy to the point that it is effecting my nearly year long relationship.
Lying in bed tonight wondering about why this is, I started thinking about, I wonder if my test levels are low, and estrogen is causing me to act more "feminine?" Puberty for me peaked around 12 (been able to grow a full beard since 15), so I've always been ahead of the curve. Hell even now I look like I'm 25. Think that Blue Up could potentially help me get back to my masculine self? Because I'm tired of being walked on, and only feeling that it's just the way my personality is.
Pic related, its my old looking self and my sister's eye.
Lying in bed tonight wondering about why this is, I started thinking about, I wonder if my test levels are low, and estrogen is causing me to act more "feminine?" Puberty for me peaked around 12 (been able to grow a full beard since 15), so I've always been ahead of the curve. Hell even now I look like I'm 25. Think that Blue Up could potentially help me get back to my masculine self? Because I'm tired of being walked on, and only feeling that it's just the way my personality is.
Pic related, its my old looking self and my sister's eye.
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